i think someone has been let loose inside my head and ate everything up (sam!). honestly. i am considering changing url's. but what the hell for? she already read everything. i just hope to those above that she keeps her mouth shut. i doubt what i've written is hardly something you can easily forget. goodness. i just thought of an awesome reason to change url's. what if she spreads it to everyone she knows and visits it regularly? i'm hoping she doesn't, but i'm totally paranoid. ahh! so, any ideas for a new url? i knew it was a mistake to put the link on the badass blog. stupid, stupid, andrea. right now, i need to study for bio and english. goodness. tons of memorizations. the math exam was hard. i didn't finish. about 5 blanks? 10 wild guesses. 10 mistakes? and that's just the optimistic estimation. hopefully i don't fail it. i'm on rocky ground in math as it is. the filipino exam was as could be expected. odd man out, etcetera, etcetera. the questions were very general which was good.

today was regie's last day. i'm really gonna miss her. we've gone a long way. during grade school, she was someone i borrowed a folder from whn i forgot to bring one. on the first day of high school, she was the one who told me to get out of my seat because a new student has been added to the list (in the politest tone of voice. polite, not friendly). since then, after being forced to do countless number of projects together (because her class number is 3, mine is 4) we've grown substantially closer (i admit, i don't really know what 'substantially' means exactly). it's been fun to make her laugh. i've found she's likelier to laugh at corny jokes than the really elaborate, witty jokes. not that she doesn't get it, she just prefers the corny jokes. hey, that's her sense of humor. come to think of it, all senses of humor appeal to me, except the 'dead baby' jokes (ugh). she's been really fun to hang out with and she's good company. i realize that i'm really gonna miss what we shared. she just turned 15 on the eleventh. she's leaving for bali, indonesia tomorrow for her vacation. (*because of a not so wide jeepney strike, classes were suspended--hell of a lot good that did) so she won't be taking the remaining exams. ahh! miss her already.

i dread tomorrow because we'll have the SEG evaluations then. i have no idea if i'm still part of the debate team. goodness. do i sit with them or the SEG now? ahhh! joining the debate team was a big mistake. urgh!! better let it go now, need to focus on study materials. see ya.

word for the day: paramour-courtesan :)