currently listening to: tiffany blews - fall out boy

i always wondered where those Wowowee girls got their dresses. not just them. everybody who wears dresses. i always think, "where the hell did they get that?". now, after shopping all afternoon with my eldest sister, i have the answer.

dresses are everywhere. literally. my brain just never registered that they existed. my eyes glaze over when i see them.

right now, i wouldn't be caught dead wearing a dress. but there was a time when i did wear them. when i was very young. now, my bodily issues have prevented me from wearing dresses and girly shoes. as i was browsing with my sister, i felt like i wanted to wear a dress. i wanted to get over my issues and just do what i wanted. besides, isn't wearing a dress something conventionally exclusive to girls?

alas, i'm too conscious of what people think to put myself out there. "myself" isn't fit for public viewing. you know what i mean?