i cannot study. seriously. i've tried and failed. i can't condition myself that exams are 3 days away. whatever happened to studying 2 weeks before the exam? what? to my surprise and utter relief, most two of my classmates haven't studied yet. great. that thought just occurred to me. this is definitely not OS behavior. why, oh why? please temptaions, go away. far from me! i need to study!!! thank goodness the radio won't work, the harry potter books are away from me, i do not own any books which i have not read...that's it. the tv and comp are wide open for my use. ahhh! why is mom not forcing me to study??? damn it!!!! i can't study at all. GOD, PLEASE HELP ME! i don't think i can do this alone. maybe by tomorrow my mind is conditioned enough for me to fully accept the consequences of not studying for the exams. dear lord, dear god, heeeeelp!