currently listening to: lollipop - 2NE1

i haven't been updating much lately because i've been acting like a real sloth these past few weeks. so much so that i didn't even feel like celebrating much on my birthday. it's as if i don't care anymore. so nobody else does. this was a really sucky birthday because...it just was. it's too pathetic to get into the details.

i've been mildly stressing out about college and whatever. lately, i can't seem to do anything right. and that's depressing. what's going on??

i have that forum thing for the Theresian mag tomorrow. hopefully it goes well. then on saturday there's the leadership training. celina and patplan is on the same module as i am so that makes things bearable.

people, there is something seriously wrong with me right now. it's for me to know and you to find out.

blech.

i sound like a total loser because i am one. jerry spinelli wouldn't be happy about that.